I'm Really Bad at This

Blogging that is.

No matter what my best intentions are, I go off & do things like enjoy the spring break week with my daughter (which I did!) or just turn into Patrick (from Spongebob), brain flat lining in front of the television (minus the drooling). Stuff like that.

And then I get out of the well intentioned habit to check in more often with my bloggy journal.

I'm a majorly flawed human with the discipline sometimes of a...oh, I don't know, whatever is TOTALLY undisciplined (senior moment in the "right word" category right now (; )

And the fact that my personal laptop is begging to be put out of it's misery so blogging isn't always easy for me. Literally, NOT EASY.

Can you love me like I am?

On to where I left off in my bloggy thoughts:

Fifty days to 50. I continue, but did quit adding things to focus on and decided I was happy with the list I came up with and decided to focus on those things.

Except for last night, I decided I needed to start brewing and drinking kombucha again. For reasons I'll discuss later.

I feel better about the changes and "focuses" I'm implementing. Little changes add up in the long run and take us to new places in life. Almost imperceptibly. One day we wake up and ask ourselves "how did I get here?".  I want to like the answer. (:

Fifty Days to 50~Day 17

Well, the past few days have knocked me off my path, some, but not completely. I did what I could each day, depending on what I felt I could manage without putting too much pressure on myself.

Now, I'm feeling a bit better and am ready to hop right back on that horse!

For todays focus I want to start adding at least one salad to my meals each day. I must confess, I can be quite childish about my meals. I like easy to grab, yummy to eat stuff. Preferably sweets, and of those sweets, preferably chocolate. I know it's wrong. And I struggle constantly.

So a salad a day it will be! Added to my previous days focuses.

Updating the last several days would be sad to look at so I will pass on it for now.

Hope you are enjoying your day!

Under the Weather...

Unfortunately, I have had to put my Fifty Days to 50 on hold for a bit due to being under the weather for several days now. I will take time to take care of myself (which is the whole point of my Fifty Days to 50 focus anyway) until I feel better and not pressure myself to blog or do add something new to focus on each day. I will just focus on the basics.

I hope YOU are well wherever you are!~TJ